| | | | I have no idea what the meta text is but a few years ago I had a very similar "everything is linking and I can't escape it" experience. The linking began slowly and accelerated, I had similar feelings of "tapping into the code" of reality. At first I thought it was really cool, then I began to lose control. I have to say if what happened to me is happening to you, you're about to be shown something that not a lot of people get to see, for me I came away from the experience feeling that I had spent eternity in both heaven and hell. It was a horribly intense out of body experience of eternal pain followed by eternal cleansing and since then I've researched every kind of OBE and Drug experience to see if I could find any similar experiences and to no avail. It actually got me reading about Magick and I now wonder if it was some sort of initiation or crossing of the Choronzonic abyss. This experience happened five years ago and I still haven't shaken all of my fear and recovered back into a stable person. I am stronger and more aware (even hyper-aware of everything) though but I pray that nothing like this ever happens again because it nearly destroyed me. I don't know if you believe what I'm saying, but if you're going through what I went through, hold on man, it's gonna get rough. I think a good way to tell if what happened to me is what's happening to you is to see how much reading this message affects you. If it makes it all accelerate a lot more, you're in for it. Good Luck...you'll need it. |
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